Who you want to be

Who you want to be, and who you are arent always the same person. A lack of motovation seems to hinder the process of getting where I want to be and as such trying to better myself daily.

The things I want.
The things I am.

Do we need to label it all out? Perhaps. Perhaps not. But the starting place is always the hardest place for me.

Ive always wanted to have a quirky store, possible a stone, candle and handcrafted soaps shop. Ive always loved those things. Or a yummy bakery or coffee shop. Quirky. Something offbeat and unusual.
I wanted to wear long skirts and crystals, knit sweaters and live in a cottage on the beach.

But thats not where I am in my life.

Where I am is living in the town i grew up in, In Alaska. On 3 acres in the woods. I have my 5 kids, husband and 11 angora bunnies.

Im a spinner, a knitter, a photographer. I stay at home with my kids. I have two dogs and a mini pony.

So i guess i did get the quirky part down, at least somewhat. I sold things online for a while. Not like a brick and moter store, but something. I havent done much with it in some time, but maybe that will change :)


The hardest part, is finding time to write now!